is this what they meant by jack of all trades but master of none?
whos there to listen to me?
inside i know you wont be there anymore, but im starting to experience what does 'desperate' means...
Wednesday, November 17, 2010 9:16 AM
my life feels like its missing sth,
probably its becuz of u,
its missing u,
feeling crap early in the morning..
Tuesday, October 5, 2010 12:42 PM
have u ever wondered how many things we've lost since very very long ago?be it material stuffs or friends, or some dreams that u are aiming for?
I think i've lost countless number of things which i cant even name them all now.
I've lost opportunities before, I've lost friends before, I've also lost dreams before.
is that the reason why we should have treasure all the things we have so that we wont have to think back and regret wad should we have done or shouldnt have done it.
things are so complicated...
after enlisting in the army, i felt that i've lost alot of precious things.first and foremost is probably freedom and time.having booking out on saturday and book in on sunday is totally shit where everyone gets to have their weekends for their family and friends.
i think that when u dun have yr time for yr family and friends, u will lose more things. things like friendship, probably the memories will fade away slowly...family wise, u never know when they will leave u. this is the kind of feeling i hated most...where the obscurity of everything just make u feel so insecure and u duno wad comes for u in the future...zzz
i really need a jar of encouragement...
Sunday, September 26, 2010 2:47 PM
hello blog!its been a while!
Its my passing out ceremony in like 5 days time!hurray!!i've been looking forward to this day man, which means more freedom compared to a recruit, which also means stricter punishments for us if we do anything wrong.
To me, army is both fun and tiring, even though im in pes c, i felt that my vocation is super "mental strength consuming"...i just hope that all the hard work will pay off and able to lead a better army life.
Anyway, my piano skills dropped from bad to worse, haha!really lack of practise la. And i really think i need alot of time to practise.oh!and i started playing a new instrument!!!GUITAR!i never thought it was fun until my bunkmate played and he taught me a few basics of playing. hmm, probably ill start taking guitar lessons too. i saw the course from NSS CC, and it was quite cheap.xD
SIAN LA!book in so early today...zzz
Monday, August 2, 2010 12:51 AM
its my last few hours at home before im leaving for my 1st day of enlistment. this is so depressing, i duno why, they say should go in happily so i wouldnt feel emo...sianz...
anyway, i wont be able to play piano for i think two weeks?im afraid i will forget how to play some songs, so i decided to record this pathetique sonata by beethoven. its just the starting though, i haven fully master it yet. but i really love this song!=))
cheerios for all my friends in NS now!
Monday, July 26, 2010 6:48 PM
this is the first time to use my mobile phone to blog...kinda cool!!im at the stadium nw helping andreas to time his 2.4km...(ps.im too lazy to run)thats why im the timer...xD...
anyway, tmr will be my TP...really hope i can pass it so i dun waste anymore money...another reason is i dun have to see my instructor anymore...that is something worth celebrating for...haha...
and exactly 1 week later is my enlistment day..that is seriously depressing
~i stopped here just now cuz there were some problems with my connections~
anyway, as i said, it was depressing, i may meet more friends inside but i will miss my friends outside!no more freedom~...cannot go overseas, and botak will make me look stupid outside...grr..and they say guys will become more desperate once they are in army!!will i become so desperate??hahaha...
sianz...counting down.....
really wish to talk to u...
Sunday, July 18, 2010 5:24 AM
i love the feeling when i can play a new song!
finally one and a half page for the 2nd movement of pathetique...
I'm just a guy who likes basketball and piano.
Probably like spending my time slacking around either alone or with close friends.
Contrary to popular beliefs, i'm actually quite a nice person despite my look!
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i want to go travelling!
prague,
rome,
japan,
paris,
new york,
hongkong,
taiwan, To bangkok,
to watch and nba live match at NY
a chance to play in higher level basketball competitions
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a bottle of PERFUME!! experience travelling by air
continue my piano lessons. i hope to improve more!
get into a uni
